Noor's POV
My body froze at the spot looking at the scene unfolding in front of me. Tears gathered in my eyes making my vision blur and I couldn't breathe properly as I saw the scene in front of me. It feels like the oxygen has been cutted off from my lungs.
There he stood without a shirt looking handsome as always but …… he was not alone.
There he stood kissing someone without caring about the world.
Without caring about me.
It feels like my world just shattered into millions of pieces. My heart feels heavy and broken seeing the scene in front of me.
How can he do this to me? How?
I loved him with my whole heart. I love him more than anything.
He knows that my heart was the only thing I was willing to give him.
Then why did he break my heart?
Why did he cheat on me?
For him I was ready to go against my family, I did everything possible for this relationship.
Then why did he do this to me?
Whyyyyy????
I closed my eyes letting the tears flow down freely. I need to leave from here before someone sees me. Just when I was about to leave my bag fell on the ground with a thud. I flinched at the sound and instantly bent down to take it and that's when I heard him call my name.
“Noor??”piyush said my name, his voice came out shocked. I wiped my face and stood up and looked at him .He was wearing his Shirt in hurry as he saw me and the girl turned around, maybe to correct her dress .
Wait!!!
Why does that back, the hair felt familiar?
“ Noor? When did you come?” Piyush asked, scared. I scoffed at him. Seriously? He has the audacity to ask me after cheating on my back.
“ Don't worry. Maine kuch dekha nahi” my voice came out hard, with pain. His eyes widened as he heard my words.
“ Noor, dekha! Tum jo soch rahi ho , aisa kuch nahi hai!!” Piyush exclaimed, he panicked while saying it
I shook my head and said “I don't need your explanation, bus itna bol do, do i deserve this?”
I asked him as tears again gathered in my eyes.
“No ,no I don't want to cry in front of him.” I said to myself . Piyush's face became pale as I asked him.
“ Kyu piyush?? kya kuch nahi kiya maine?? Tumhare liye mai sab se lad rahe thi?? Par tum ne-—” I stopped as I wasn't to talk due to the pain.Getting no answer from him broke my heart more. I closed my eyes and a tear fell from my eyes.
“Yes, you do!!” A voice Said from piyush back and I looked in direction and my eyes widened instantly looking at the person. I instantly looked at piyush as anger started to build inside me
“ Seriously?? Yeh??” I asked him, shocked. And he avoided looking into my eyes. His act made tears gather in my eyes.
“Haa Mai” Misha Sharma, the department head of my team said.
“ Ohh, you poor thing!” She said with an annoying smile. I glared at her with my teary gaze and she smiled even more now.
“ Come on Noor, don't look at me like that, you know today is our 3 year anniversary” hearing her words my heart clenched.
3 year anniversary.
That mean he was cheating on me for the last 3 years?
“Aur mai bewakoof, iske pyaar mein paagal thi” I scoffed at myself.
“ Tumne pucha, do you deserve this right?. Listen carefully baby, konsa marad ek aisa relationship Mai rahega jaha physical contact nahi hai” Misha asked me and my head snapped at piyush. Who avoided looking at me.
“ Piyush tumhe pata hai na. Why did I say that” god, I hate myself for sounding so pathetic right now. “ You know Noor, I am a man with need,” he said.
That's it.
I am done with him.
I opened my bag and took out the chain he gifted me on my birthday last year and kept it in his hand “ thank you piyush Dixit. For the wonderful time, I don't know it was an act for you but it was the best time for me. Thank you for breaking my heart , despite knowing the fact it was the only thing I was willing to give you” tears rolled down from my eyes as i said those words “ we are done, thankyou for the best gift” i whispered the last part. And I knew he heard it because his eyes widened a little.
I instantly turned back and left his cabin. I ran to the staircase and stared at descending the stairs and reached the parking lot. I pulled out my phone from my pocket and booked a cab, which instantly arrived in front of the office gate and got in the cab.
“ Kaha Jana hai madam?” Driver bhaiya asked me.
Right.
Kaha Jana hai.
Mumma papa ke pass nahi jaa sakta hu mai.
Iss condition Mai toh bilkul nahi.
“ Raghuvanshi palace” his eyes widened but bhaiya nodded his head and started driving.
I reached the palace and went inside but stopped on my place hearing “she is nothing but a replacement for me, i can't love her . I married her just to save our reputation, that's it.” Those words were like salt to my wound and a cry broke out from my troth .
See, no one wants me now.
Maine jisse se pyaar kiya usne dhokha diya aur jiss se shaadi kiya usne ek din mein paraya bana diya
I looked up at the sky and asked “ kyu mere saath kar rahe ho yeh sab?? Ek hi din me door baat dil todna zaruri tha kya” more tears rolled down my cheeks. I wiped my tears and went inside and saw everyone sitting there , they looked at me and their eyes widened even Ashrit sir's too .
“ Noor beta tum?” Dadi asked,
“ Vo dadi, meri tabiyat theek nahi lag rahi thi toh main ghar aayi” I lied to her and relief washed over her face. She nodded and I ran into my chamber, not slash his chamber and closed the door. I stood there resting the back of my head on the door and a cry escaped from my mouth and I fell down on my knees and started to cry.
“Ahhh, why god why?? Maine kya kiya hai”l asked a particular no-one. I sat straight and pulled my knees together near my chest only to bury my face in them and stare to cry.
Meri behen mujhse nafrat karti hai, woh maine sahe liya,
Meri behen ki jagah maine dulhan banke shaadi kiya, woh bhi maine seh liya ,
piyush ne mujhe dokha diya vo bhi shayad seh lungi par, Ashrit sir ki baatein vo nahi.
Kyon Ki woh Mera husband hai, yeh shaadi ek lifetime commitment hai aur woh mujhe ek bhoj mante hai
“Socha tha Ashrit sir mujhe accept kar lenge par vo toh mujhse nafrat karte hai.”I cried at that thought
Jinse maine pyaar kiya woh sab mujhse nafrat karte hai. Aur jis se shaadi kiye hai woh toh mujhe apna Manta bhi nahi hai.
“Pata nahi sab ko mujhe chodne ki bohot shoq kyu hai” I said to myself.
I cried, I cried thinking about these, until I passed out .
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