He was very close to me — very close. If any of us move, Our lips will collide with each other. His warm breathing is falling on my face, making my heart beat faster. His ice blue eyes were staring straight into my black ones.

As if he is consuming me whole by just looking into my eyes. His continues gaze makes me feel weakness in my legs ,I am unable to stand anymore now, before I fall down,he caught me as he circled his left hand around my waist , securing me in place as he pinned me to the wall,and with a speed of light he smashed his lips on mine, making me go numb. My brain went blank as he kissed me slowly enjoying every moment, when I was not responding ,he pinched my waist making me moan in the kiss.

I tried to catch his pace but couldn't as he was kissing me like there is no tomorrow, one of his hands moved to my jaw holding me close. The other hand moved down to my ass and he gripped one of my bum and squeezed it hard making me go crazy in pleasure, then he bit on my lips hard making them bleed. Slowly his hands traveled down to my night pants strap, he inserted his index finger inside my pants, he was about to pull it down—

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*Tring* tring*

I immediately woke up with a jerk and started to take long deep breaths. Once I calmed down, I touched my face. It was covered with sweat as usual. Then i looked at my right hand which is inside my pants.

* shit ** shit* *shit*

I again had a wet dream about him.

Ahhhh

I mean 4 saalo me 400 baar hai yeh,

I mentally shoo away my wet dreams about him. I looked at the alarm clock beside my bed and it showed 8 in the morning, shaking my head. I got up from bed after praying to God. and went inside the washroom to freshen up as I had to leave for the hospital. I came out of my room and saw Diya preparing breakfast for us.

I walked towards the kitchen counter and stood beside her. She looked up from the pan to my face and said in her cheerful voice

" Good morning Aruu" a smile formed on my face hearing her and then she kissed my right cheek.

" Good morning Diyuu" I said and gave her my best smile , making her eyes lit up looking at my smile.

" Oh! God I love when you smile, like that .Look how your cheeks puffed up." she commented while pulling my cheeks . once, twice and with a hard pull, she left my cheeks making me hiss in pain.

That's our daily routine,we wish each other then she will pull my cheeks making me hiss at the pain.

" Ouch!!!" I hissed in pain. It hurts. I started to rub my cheeks and then suddenly the doorbell rang. Making us look at each other,we nodded our heads in union, knowing who the person is.

Obviously, no one disturbs us early in the morning except our other best friend.

I left the kitchen and went to open the door.

Opening the door, I saw an over grinning Anirudh standing there with a bouquet in his hand. He looked at me and instantly his eyes lit up as he said

" Good morning Sunshine" a smile formed on my face listening to the nickname, he gave me the bouquet which contains peonies.

My favorite, I wonder why he always comes here with a bouquet that too a peony bouquet.

" Good morning Ani" I wished him and moved aside so he could enter inside. Entering inside we walked to the living area and Anirudh dramatically fell on the couch while saying

" Wah! diya kya khushbu hai" Diya just rolled her eyes at him, and I shook my head.

( Wah! Diya what a smell)

" Did your parents kick you out? Again?" I asked him mockingly. As it happened many times in past years, he only comes here in the morning whenever he needs something from us or else he always comes after completing his duty in hospital.

He looked at me with a face which said ‘why do you have to say that’ .

" No, I just came to see my best friend." He said while scratching his back, I and Diya made eye contact with each other as we clearly know that he is lying and said in a loud voice making him flinch

" Oh really!!! "

“ Yeah, really!!” Anirudh said with an awkward smile.

I sat beside him on the couch and asked him

" Tell me? What happened? Do you have something to say?" His face instantly became pale and for a second he didn't blink his eyes but then he took a deep breath .

Somewhere in my heart it feels like it's bad news for me.

And boom,

" You are coming to the mansion tomorrow!!" Anirudh said as if it was nothing. Like seriously,

" What?????" Diya and I shouted together in shock. I don't know about Diya but I am beyond shocked right now .

" No,Ani. No–nooo, I am not allowed there and you know the reason. No way I am going there." I said to him as the flash back flashes through my eyes in just a blink.

" I know Arya,I know everything but tomorrow is my birthday. It's been 4 years since you attended my birthday party. I miss you there,my brothers miss you,even dadi and dadu miss you." He said with a meek voice which carried a sad emotion.

I felt really bad. I know I didn't attend his previous birthday parties as I was forbidden to meet his family and his brother for the last 4 years.

After that incident which happened 4 years ago, Verma's cut all their ties with me but Anirudh, Aayush Bhai, Rahul Bhai and Ankush Bhai are still in touch with me because

" they don't want to leave their sister alone"

their words ,not mine ,and they also know the truth.

Anirudh was looking at me with hope in his eyes. I don't want to disappoint him again however I am scared at the same time, but not wanting to disappoint him again I just nodded my head , assuring him that I will attend his birthday.

Anirudh's eyes lit up and he hugged me and said

" Thank you Arya, thank you so much, I thought you would refuse again" we broke the hug and I smiled at him, while Diya was just looking at me with concern filled eyes as I looked at her ,she gave me a disappointed look.

It's been 4 years since I met them. I still remember how they asked me to be their best friend. When I came to Delhi,At first I didn't want to make friends, but then they came into my life and something in me was telling me to become their friend. So I became their friend.

At first I hesitated with many things,but with time everything changed . I started to trust them,I started to go out with them, I started to feel happy, I started to feel secure and comfortable.

I became the best version of myself but not fully.

There are still some pieces of my heart, which still needs to be healed .

At last they broke the walls which I created around my heart and I broke my promise for good.

They are not just my friends but a gifted family from God .

And I broke my other promise too, but in the end, again I made a mistake by breaking that promise.

But do I regret it?

No.

Nope, I can never regret that.

Because it's the only thing I loved .

Diya came and sat beside me and asked " are you sure? Do you want to go there?He will be there ." The concern was dripping from her voice,i looked down and nodded.

"Let's eat, I am hungry" I said and stood up from the couch diverting the topic. Diya shook her head and stood up.

Sometimes I hate the fact that she knows me better than anyone—than my family.

Diya is a mature one in our group like she is the mother of our group. She knows me and Anirudh very well, she knows everything about us, every little thing. meanwhile Anirudh is the extrovert, funny, childish but a possessive person.

He is very possessive with his things.

Not only him but every Verma brother is possessive about their things.

We completed our breakfast and we left for the hospital.

We work in Life hospital which is owned by Verma's and Anirudh's big brother Avyansh Verma is the CEO. 3 years ago he took over the CEO position and now the hospital is one of the top hospitals in the world.

He is a neurologist too.

Me, Anirudh are posted in the gynecology ward and Diya is posted in the neurology ward.

So yay, today I am not going to face him.

“It's not like you saw him from the last 4 years.”my subconscious said, making me close my eyes.

I started to take records of every patient while Anirudh is checking on new born babies.

It was lunchtime and I was about to go to the canteen when someone bumped into me making my specs to fall down, I was about to kneel down to take my specs but another hand picked them up and handed it to me , i looked at the person and to my surprise it's Ankush Bhai. he is the third brother of Anirudh.

Ankush Bhai patted my head with a smile and i smiled at him too, then he left as he saw his mom seeing us with a face that held no emotion, i know it was only for me not for her son. I looked at her but she immediately left with bhai.

Sometimes it hurts seeing their behavior towards me. At first it was all good until that incident happened and I lost everyone including Avyansh too.

I never thought that me— Arya Roy would fall in love but he made an impossible thing possible.

And I fell in love with him but he never did.

And I thought we could stay like friends but an incident changed everything.

“Maybe now he hates me”, I closed my eyes at the thought because, it's okay if he doesn't love but hate it is a big word.

But Aayush Bhai, Ankush Bhai, Rahul Bhai, Arush Bhai, Karan Bhai and my best friends always stayed by my side.

I am very grateful to them for taking my side but at the same time I felt bad for Avyansh as there is no one on his side except that bitch, Dayan. They know what happened that day, But Avyansh and Verma don't know about it.

i don't know what happens when they got to know everything that happened that day.

Maybe the relationships will get wor

se between them or it can break the families trust forever.

It hurts when you get wounded by your trusted ones, and no one can understand this thing better than me.